 | Welcome | Sep 19, 2006 |
I watch the world through curious eyes and wonder up at the star filled skies and dream about wondrous things tomorrow promises to bring. I keep my secrets hopes and dreams far away on bright moonbeams and out beyond horizons far. I wish upon a shooting star. I journey to new worlds unmet with treasures undiscovered. Yet my dreams take me where rainbows are when I follow my own star.
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for everyone |
| Easy (Remix) (feat. Bow Wow) | | TRL Top 10 | | Paula DeAnda | | | Clumsy | | The Dutchess | | Fergie | | | Low (feat. T-Pain) | | | | Flo Rida | |
|  | we went out to see a fashion's designers competition and after we went gambling.. (lolzz) sayang, i havent captured some runway models (its not allowed, tsk3x) but we look models man pud, hiqhiqhiq (frustrated models, =P) |
 I woke up this morning with a dream that directs me still on a maze I somehow couldnt get myself out. Thank GOd the damn clock kept on ringing telling me another day had started and that I have to wriggle my lazy ass to work again. Life's crises never cease to stop, I hate thinkin its gonna be another day to pout. 24 months had passed since I've been undertaking to same routine, always had a dull instant per se.
Identical to some issues like financially diffused, being single for ages,(lmao)  and feeling baggy makes my head turmoil. When would this drama end?? I got some advices on doing these and that but that doesnt help anyhow when I cant convince my rueful ass to do the right thing. Instead Im bound to do some crappy stuff that somehow lead me back down. I wish, that even on my dreams I would escape from problems I currently am grieving. Maybe the answer to all these anxities, is true love??(lol) As what I've observed, people who are in the state of loving are blessed. YOu could see bitterness in everything but anyhow you could beat it when all is well in your mind!Love deeply and you'll be lucky massively. You could work your mind right, and could be more inspired to make ends meet. ^_~ -shi top hits in billboard | Hey There Delilah | | All That We Needed | | Plain White T's | | | Get It Shawty | | Big Mike & Big Stress-RnB Jumpoff 28 | | Lloyd feat. Young Joc | | | Buy You A Drink ((-thetinmanhasit.com-)) | | | | T-Pain ft Yung Joc | | | Shut Up And Drive | | Good Girl Gone Bad | | Rihanna | | | Do You | | Because of You | | Ne-Yo | |
my kind of like music, =P | How To Save A Life | | How To Save A Life | | The Fray | | | semi-charmed | | | | 3rd eye blind | | | I Don't Wanna Be | | | | Gavin DeGraw | | | Iris | | The Music of Port Charles | | Goo Goo Dolls | | | Drive (accoustic) | | | | Incubus | | | Incubus - I Miss You (acoustic) | | | | | | | Everything | | No Name Face | | Lifehouse | | | Broken | | The Punisher | | Seether feat. Amy Lee | | | puddle of mud-blurry | | | | | | | Nickelback - How you remind me | | | | | | | Only One | | Acoustic Session | | Yellowcard | |
| | So on the tip of his subduing tongue
All kinds of arguments and questions deep,
All replication prompt, and reason strong,
For his advantage still did wake and sleep.
To make the weeper laugh, the laugher weep,
He had the dialect and different skill,
Catching all passion in his craft of will.
A Lover’s Complaint. Line 120. |
| | To be, or not to be: that is the question:
Whether ’t is nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep:
No more; and by a sleep to say we end
The heartache and the thousand natural shocks
That flesh is heir to,—’t is a consummation
Devoutly to be wish’d. To die, to sleep;
To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there ’s the rub:
For in that sleep of death what dreams may come,
When we have shuffled off this mortal coil,
Must give us pause: there ’s the respect
That makes calamity of so long life;
For who would bear the whips and scorns of time,
The oppressor’s wrong, the proud man’s contumely,
The pangs of despised love, the law’s delay,
The insolence of office and the spurns
That patient merit of the unworthy takes,
When he himself might his quietus make
With a bare bodkin? who would fardels 13 bear,
To grunt and sweat under a weary life,
But that the dread of something after death,
The undiscover’d country from whose bourn
No traveller returns, puzzles the will
And makes us rather bear those ills we have
Than fly to others that we know not of?
Thus conscience does make cowards of us all;
And thus the native hue of resolution
Is sicklied o’er with the pale cast of thought,
And enterprises of great pith and moment
With this regard their currents turn awry,
And lose the name of action.
Hamlet. Act iii. Sc. 1. |
Do you ever wonder if you make the moments of your lives? Do you have questions you kept hovering for answers you're not contented? Do you wish to be somebody else? We all have querries like these when we seemed hopeless. Yet we forget that all the answers we're searching lies on our own understanding. Life is full of surprises, sometimes we get pissed and every so often we get overwhelmed. Maybe we anticipated too much for a favorable entrance. Well, I guess I've aprreciated the flaws of my life. Im glad Im into blogging, it made me somehow feel at ease. Lately, as I look back with what was happening around me, I began to realize that LOVE has been an issue since from the beginning. We're taught how to love and yet no one taught us to get hurt, we began to falter when we are upset. These stupid questions began to pop on our mind and could somehow help us at least see how we do things on our own. I have loved someone so deeply and.. yes I've been hurt also. Impairment ripped me, its true but what I miss is that I didnt welcome the other way in which I could have been happy. I didnt intend to stay sluggish on one side, I maybe foolhardy but anyhow it gave me lessons to learn. Ironic isn't it? We may want to get even, just as to satisfy our guilt. However, we still acknowledge that we sometimes get defeated. We love too much and loose all, neverthless we shouldn't forget the fact the no one stays his place forever. True, we get tired still we hold on to even with the slightest hope to be able to reach to our intended place. Its a tough journey just so to hone us with where we are weak. Its part of the role we're playing, so we must play it right. ^^  | Guestbook | |
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thanks for the songs! lovely page you've got here!! |
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thanks...incubus i miss u... |
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thanks for natasha - unwritten song |
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70hn wrote on Dec 23, '07 |
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just want 2 say merry christmas |
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thnx u hav sum gr8 trax here |
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h2o1 wrote on Nov 15, '07 hi shishi and fancy site i hardly read all the writing in your site cause its blue color diminishes clear transparency and clearance and thanks for good songs and good shareings....Andrew |
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hi cheloy, we havent had chika for a while, hehe... wassup? i miss yah girl! |
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thanks for appreciating it...^_^ |
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